Monday, January 18, 2010


Beautiful To You…..

I miss being beautiful to you
Standing in this empty shower
In a life devoured
By the pain of losing you

I miss that look in your eyes
How you could tell me that you were mine
Without speaking And I knew it was true
But more than anything I miss.....



I miss being beautiful to you


The sun doesn’t shine the way that it used to
(I know it sounds so cliché but it’s true)
Subdue these thoughts I have about you....
They don’t ever leave
Once I feel their gone I know they’ll be
Coming back to sleep
In bed with me
Haunting midnight dreams




And the moon doesn’t gleam the way that it used to
(I know it sounds so cliché but when I look to the sky I know it’s true)
I wonder if you might think so too.....
Across the seas, and a million streams somewhere out there is you


Do you ever miss the feel of me?
Wish that what was could still be?

I need the reason why
If this were right,
The starry night
Doesn’t love me like it used to......
Doesn't touch me like it used to.....


I miss a lot of things
Diamond rings
Football games
But more than anything
More than anything……..


I miss being beautiful to you

2 comments:

  1. u always kept the love u felt for me hidden from me and others.....i never knew about this...!!!!
    I am far from want to get back with u.... but i am sad that u didnt wait .. to see... it is easier for both of us to think that i was going there we would only date for a few months...but this is something that we will never know... also easier for u to pretend that never loved....!!!!
    One thing is for sure... if i knew about this website.. if i had visit ur mysapce more often.. or if u would show me all of this...i wouldnt be so paranoid... i wouldnt doubt so much about u....!!!!

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  2. Well, I never wanted to show this side of myself to you. Most of these poems...actually ALL of them besides the last one were written during our relationship. I wish you didn't hate me so much Fernando. It's not necessary.

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