King of Crowns

So this is what it feels like as I'm walking to my car
Wipe the dead bugs from the windshield
They didn't make it very far
In life...

And I cry behind the wheel
How am I supposed to deal?
With this mess of a heart
That you left on your doorstep
In the envelope that you sealed

So this is what it feels like?
Music blared and shades down
Cigarettes through my teeth now
While you'll go on with your crown
Of lust and carelessness
You did to me what you'll do to them
And then they'll know just what it feels like
Feels like, when you win


So this is what it feels like as I'm stepping into my home, alone
Packing you away in boxes and I never would have known
That you could move along so easily outside these walls
I'm living in the dark, you took my spark to the women that you called

And I cry behind these steel
Bars around my chest
While you smile at me and take the key
Like I'm second best to you
Pick up your crown and treasure chest
I'll be right here, you know
With the apple atop my head
You'll spear me with your bow


So this is what it feels like?
Music blared and shades down
Cigarettes through my teeth now
While you'll go on with your crown
Of lust and carelessness
You did to me what you'll do to them
And then they'll know just what it feels like
Feels like, when you win


When you win
The sex, the lies, the sin
You make love to me
And then you win.